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#ABOUT: lilly. xxiv. virgo. jewish. demi. survivor.

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🗞 latest obsessions:

stray kids, nf, kdramas (currently watching our beloved summer)

✍🏻 current wips:



🎼 song on repeat: chronically cautious — braden bales

🖋 quote of the month: “its fairly simple. my misery is childlike. it forgets its name but never where it came from.” —noor unnahar

🔞 please do not interact with any of my nsfw content if you are under 18. that includes blogs that don’t have ages in their bios. 🔞

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tags: #ficrec / #asks / #lillytalks / #dreams / #ffatal / #words / #save / #faq / #demi / #jew / #inspo

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arcticmonkgays:

is there a sports side of tumblr. like are there people who like cry over pictures of athletes and stuff on here

luthienne:

How many nights, how many days, / have we looked for each other inside / the hurts we have made?ALT
And yet I am not quiet. / It is to be broken. It is to be / torn open. It is not to be / reached and come to rest in / ever. I turn against you, / I break from you, I turn to you. / We hurt, and are hurt, / and have each other for healing. / It is healing. It is never whole.ALT
he collapsed as if the weight of the hand was too much, / as if being touched, even in love, was unbearable.ALT

rosanna warren, “eclogue” / wendell berry, “marriage” / ada limón, “the unbearable”

Anonymous said:

Hi Hey Hello,

Just saw another anon asking about ttl and it really reminded me how much I love it and just wanted to tell you because I realised I was giving it lots of love in my head and that needed to go to you who actually did the hard work ❤️❤️

Take all the time you need writing, it should be an escape not a pressure. But honestly you could write about paint drying and I’d probably read it. So whenever you want to post what you’ve written lots of people will adore it anyway ❤️❤️

thank you so much for sharing the love you have for it 😢🥺😩😩

it warms my heart so so so so much to read messages like this so i’m so grateful you decided to write it even though it took me so long to reply to it. my asks get swallowed and then i get scared to go in my inbox and i end up not replying. but thank you for sending this anyway!!

writing about paint drying sounds like a fun challenge 😂 maybe i’ll give it a shot!!

posted 3 days ago
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Anonymous said:

hii!! I read your Schulott ff last night and I absolutely loved it!! So well written! <33

I noticed it's been a while since your last update and I was wondering if you still plan on finishing it? No pressure of course!

Hope you are well!<33

thank you!!! it has been a long while, thinking about it i’ve written up to the summer break and we’re almost getting to the summer break irl in 2023 two years later. oh gosh. can’t believe i thought i could write in real time like it was fully my intention to post chapters for the race week we were in. sorry!!!

posted 3 days ago
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hope you’re doing well, just popping in to say i miss ttl SO much. I reread her every night.

hope you’re taking care of urself love you

hey my love <3

i hope you’re well too!!! thank you, and i hope mick and callum are the best company for you until i can provide more!

posted 3 days ago
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Anonymous said:

hello! every now and then, i remember the absolute beauty of TTL, and i was wondering if you have any plans to finish it? no worries either way :)

the absolute beauty omg 😭😭

like i said, i can’t make many promises because i don’t want to break them but i still love my boys a whole whole lot and want to give them their happy ending <3

posted 3 days ago
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Anonymous said:

hiii, sorry for inundating you with asks today but I was the anon talking about rereading (this will actually be my third read) and I wanted to share what I noticed on my second read if you wouldn’t mind?

I really think that when rereading ttl, you get to view so many of their thoughts and interactions through a slightly different lens than when you are first getting to know their thought processes. You kind of get to see a little bit why they think the way they do. As someone obsessed with characterisation (which you do so well) this is amazing.

I really wish ao3/tumblr let you highlight parts of text because I have many more thoughts I just can’t get them straight in my head! Anyway sorry for the spam just had to let you know 🩵

a third reread??? i’m so honoured!!

please don’t apologise honestly getting these kinds of messages really relights my spark for ttl and makes me remember that there are people that love it and wanna read more :’)

thank you so much! i think their character is what i’m most proud of, like why they act the way they act and so on, each one of their actions has a reason and even if it isn’t clear at first i’m super happy to hear on a reread you get to understand them better and see more of their perspectives maybe <3

posted 3 days ago
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Anonymous said:

I am also a ttl rereader. even as it is it's so precious. there's something that can't be put into words about it. I love how it captures how friendship and romance and sexuality (in the right circumstances) get so entangled you can't study each individually which makes life so endlessly complicated. I know there are fics and books with similar premises, but ttl does it better than them all.

don’t omg 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ofc it’s so human to talk and contemplate about the very thin lines between love and friendship and rivalry and sexuality and all of it combined. some relationships are more complicated than others, much more so when the core and basis of their relationship is simply just colleagues. all the different shades of their relationship get mixed up together but hopefully it comes out as a pretty colour in the end and not just a messy brown

posted 3 days ago
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Jumping on the ttl bandwagon, I've been meaning to ask - would it be okay if I bound ttl as a Hard-back book? It's so dope and I want to be able to make a physical copy.

a physical copy????? oh i’ll cry.

what would the cover be?? how would you bind it?? what will you do when more chapters are posted can you add more pages in?? it’s like 140k pages wouldn’t that be too fat a book??? tell me more!!!

posted 3 days ago
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Anonymous said:

Ao3 chapter anon back in the house

Love, do you want me to cry? But like. It makes so much sense now. The way Callum pulls himself back, the way Mick doesn't know what's wrong and the lack of communication and ARGH, I love the way you're writing this, even though it hurt a little. A lot.

Sending love and a warm hug your way <3

it’s gonna hurt a lot more let me be real with you here 🫣🫣🫣

i’m glad you got to read the mystery chapter haha and hopefully like you said a lot of things make much more sense now!! especially why callum always pulls back

posted 3 days ago
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